How awful I am ….
I couldn’t peace with myself these days, all of the insides are messed up. Perhaps, it because during self-quarantine I haven’t met everyone except my mom and grandpa. My morning, evening, and night just doing accomplishments in this lovely home – sometimes like a hell for me. I love my family, however, I need myself to breath freely outside – even though the airs are full of pollution. I know, what I am feeling right now, it’s happening to others – I couldn’t lie that I need to go outside.
I have much to do actually, such as read novels, watch movies, listen to songs, and write poems. So many I can do, but everything is useless right now, I couldn’t make out myself that I really need to meet everyone – my friends and colleagues. I never counted how many days I have been inside the home, I suppose it has been (almost) 2 months. I used to absent for 2 days from work because I was sick and that 2 days had made my mind bad. It just 2 days, and how awful I am stuck at home during this self-quarantine.
Patience, just it!. I wish this going to be better soon. Stay safe and healthy everyone.